you belong with me.....

how i wish my life was like taylor swift in the music video. eventhough she's not perfect, a hot dude likes her too. shit! i envy her. yeah. i know it's fiction...but still!

this simple sentence, for me IS sweeeeeet for a guy to say to a girl:

you are mad and crazy....but you're perfect for me.

agree? it is sweet aite? :DD

i'm not a ROCKSTAR, but i still tend to ROCKHARD :DD

ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLITY: single but i don't think i'm available at the moment. pmr u know!
B - BIRTHDAY: 24/09/94
C - CRUSHING ON: that's the secret i'll never tell. anonymous!
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: milo. pergh!!
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: wahida & fhatin.
F - FAVORITE SONG: you belong with me-taylor swift && dear maria count me in-all time low.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: gummy bears. wait!! r we talking about food here?
H - HOMETOWN: Penang baby!!
I - IN LOVE WITH: gah! who the hell? family? friends?
J - JUGGLE: huh??!
K - KILLED SOMEONE: Not yet. considering...
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Penang-johor. it's a long way to go! yeah baby! :D
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Chocolate! crucial!!
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 4.
O - ONE WISH: to be the greatest person you'll ever meet.(eheh. impossible!) or to be a person you'll always remember. in a good way. ngeh!
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: wahida (weyh!! pegi tuition ke x??!) ngee. xD
R- REASON TO SMILE: a lot! ngek!
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: poker face-lady gaga. po..po..po..poker face!!
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 10am. went to gurney. effing early!! :D
V- VEGETABLE(S): ergh!! hate them. :(
W - WORST HABIT: left my homework undone.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: not yet. never wish for it.
Y – YOYOS ARE: coolio!! but never have one.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: libra. (straight line, semi circle, straight line; (below those: straight line))

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: ST KHLLH
What color do you wear most?: errr, never noticed it before.
What are you listening to?: clubbing song. ahah!
Are you happy with your life right now?: sort of. but never enough.
What is your favorite class in school/college?: none. love every class. every class are unique. poyo dowh!
Are you outgoing?: Yeah.
Favorite pair of shoes?: my black flip-flops. counted?
Where do you wish you were right now?: paris, rome, genting highlands(with friends. weyh!! after pmr weyh.)

THE CANS:
Can you dance? : a little.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? : blurr. *staring at the question for a few minutes*
Can you whistle? : Yes!!
Write with both hands?: nope. i'm just a right-handed gal. one day. *sticking my tounge out*
Walk with your toes curled: rare. but when i was small, i like to walk like that. now? no!

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: nope. no proof about that.
Do you believe in miracles?: yes. i do! since the day i was born. exaggerating here. haha.
Do you believe in magic?: hmm..
Love at first sight?: yeah!
Do you think there's a Satan: obviously! it's even written in al-quran. eheh.
Do you believe in Santa?: pfft! of course not. who would believe a fat man with white beard and moustache until you can even barely see his face in red suit flying over your house and deliver your presents through chimney or even eat you cookies and milk you set for the old man? weirdo.
Do you know how to swim?: Yes. :)
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: eww! gross.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes.
Have you asked someone out?: is friends counted? if yes, then yes it is. ^-^
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: yeap yeap. *wink wink*
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yes. but i don't really enjoyed it. *sigh*
Have you ever painted your nails?: haha. yeap. and i painted people's nails too. heeeee.

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside? : err, don't know. heh.
What radio station do you listen to?: fly fm. it's all about the music.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: kapitan. ergh!
What was the last thing you bought?: maggi ( curry flavour) && cheese. weird huh??!
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: me , wahida & fhatin, together. aww.. in my car btw. hahahaha.

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: yessssss! :(
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yeah. had. *blushing*
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: never. i don't think they ever saw me crying.
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: pfft! for what??! for the shit they did? no!!
Do you cry when you get an injury?: sometimes.
Do certain songs make you cry?: Some.

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: yeap yeap. happy go-lucky!!
What can make you happy?: depends. perhaps....when i get what i want?
Do you wish you were happier?: Yeah...always wish for that.
Can music make you happy?: Some.

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: i can't ring a bell.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: Yes. for the sake of my love. family i mean.

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: Black.
Current piercings?: none. not even a hole on my ear pinna. ahah. weird??
Have any tattoos?: never plan on having it. it hurts my eyes when they have it at the whole body. you say to decorate your body? i say you're hurting yours.
Eye color?: Black.

IN A GIRL/GUY
Favorite eye color: err, brown or grey. but black will do.
Short or long hair: hmm..depends.
Height: taller than me must be!! *tounge out*
Best clothing: simple yet nice to see.

HAVE YOU EVER.
Been to jail: Nope.
Mooned someone: errr. *cough cough*
Thrown up in a store: grr. no no no!!!
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: yes. *laughing* *still laughing*
Gone skinny dipping: sheesh!

THIS OR THAT.
Pepsi or Coke: coke.
Mcdonald's or Burger King: can't choose. both are my fav.
Single or Group Dates: i'll prefer group. but...depends. :DD
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends. mostly vanilla.
Strawberries or Blueberries: strawberries!!!
meat or Veggies: meat. of course!
TV or Movie: Movie.
Guitar or Drums?: Guitar? drums? both!!!!!
Adidas or Nike: converse.
Chinese or Mexican: err, any.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn Flakes.
Pie or Cake: cakes. especially chocolate cake. yum yum! ;p

something to read

When a girl is mean to you after breaking up,
she wants you back,
but she is too scared she'll get hurt
and knows that you're gone forever..

when you catch a girl glancing at you,
she wants you to look back and smile..

When a girl bumps into your hands while shes walking with you,
she wants you to hold her hand back..

When she wants a hug,
she will just stand there and look at you..

When u break a girls heart,
she still feels it even after you run into each other 3 years later..

When a girl is quiet,
millions of thoughts running through her mind..

When a girl is not arguing back,
she is thinking deeply..

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering how long will you be around..

When a girl answers, "I'm fine,"
after a few seconds,she doesnt really mean it..

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering why you are playing games..

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing that you would be hers forever..

When a girl says she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are THE ONE..

When a girl says, "I miss you,"
theres no one in this world can evermiss you more than she does..

--Guy Facts: When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you..

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong..

When a guy says, "I'm fine"
after a few minutes,he means it..

When a guy stares at you,
he wishes that you would care for him and wonders if you really do..

When you lay your head on a guy's chest,
he has the world..

When a guy calls/texts/comments/messages you everyday,
he is in love..

When a (good) guy tells you that he loves you,
he really means it..

When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you till you are done..

When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else.....

my dream guy

what do i want in a guy? well, i don't think i have one. because if i do have one, it's the same as i don't have respect to myself. i'm not perfect either. i tend to make mistakes. i'm only human and that's my saving grace. but hey! i always adore guys like fahrin(ayat-ayat cinta), landon carter(a walk to remember) and i forget some. sheesh! but i don't like liars.

god! i just miss them......

ahhhh...i just miss them so fucking much..

athiqah and awathif (sisters)

wahida

fhatin

izati

yasmin

aida

you?

can it be more twisted if i say i heart you? yeah i know. actually it never went that high yet. it's just a crush that i have on you. but it could be more easier if you have the same feeling as i do. because now, i think i'm just clapping with my one hand and there are no yours that can clap with me so it can produce sound. sound of....i don't know. sheesh! why is it so hard for me to say it out loud? i think, l.o.v.e. is just another word that i'll never learn to pronounce if you won't be there for me. but i am so sorry if i never treat you well. because....i don' t think you will believe me...fine! i think it's because there's no one ever came across to my mind and heart before. and i never dated with anybody. so does it explains everything now? haha. laugh at me. as hard as you want. pfft! but there would be nothing that can stop me from loving you. so, i'll just pretend to hug you until you get here. :D

seriously! wth??!!

on thursday, i went to my science tuition.
okay. so we studied..studied..& studied.
then this shah jahan yg tlong uruskan this pusat tuition msuk klas kmi psal ada toilet
he went in the toilet and out.
i was sitting at the back of the class which was where he stopped
our teacher plak nk tgkap gmbr
he said he wants to take it for memory or whatever

SJ: cikgu, sbelum cikgu nk amik gmbr, saya nk buat satu pengumuman.
smalam sya pggl plumber mai psal tangki rosak. punca dia rosak...diorg jumpa dua sluar dlm, dlm tangki tuh. dua dua lelaki punya tau. nie sya bg tau, brand dia alain delon. so, sya buat conclusion, depa mungkin tak tahan dh kot. dh sakit prut sgt.

kmi glak mcm nk pcah prut.

and then, on friday, me fhatin and wahida cut school on the last day of school before school's break.
we all sleepover at fhatin's house. it was fun!

anyway, selamat berpuasa!!!

WATCH IT!! super hilarious!!

it's hilarious. sumpah. especially the 'back-up singer' the one who's wearing the blue t-shirt.
just look at his expression.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1N1x1OsFPDQ

i love u...i love you...i love you...
is it all that u can do?
you keep on saying it
but you never proved me that you really do love me
i'm very, very, very agog

is this what people called love?
that you can buy, play and trade or just throw away
like they have no value at all?
i just don't get it
is this a common thing people do
or i'm the one who's living in a different circumstances?

sometimes i always hope
that everything had happened was just a dream....or even a nightmare
that i never ever figured out before
and hope that all of this will be over
then i'll wake up in the real world
to face the reality
and overcome obstacles that i know
will come rolling towards me and i have nowhere to run

if you really do love me
then save me a place for shelter
that i can stay and worry no more about all my fears
don't let me resume my agony
the way i felt before you hopped in my crystal frame
the frame of my life

now
i just realise
that you are not more than just a tiny particle of sand
that i was hoping to fit in my black hole of heart
i need you no more
you are just a mistake and a painful history

sorry.......

on saturday morning...me, fhatin & wahida went for a jog along the beach in front of our houses.
so jogging la kmi smpi gurney plaza which is another end of the beach. dh la tgh2 jogging hujan. anyway it was fun.
that day my family pegi kl for kenduri while i was out jogging la. so i was left alone at home.
tp slamat ada fhatin & wahida to accompany me fr the weekends.
then kmi ptah blik and had our breakfast.
lpas jogging, kmi pekena teh ais and roti canai tlur.
like wth aite? dh jogging pegi tmbh lmak blik ada la. haha.
then kmi blik.

me: weyh!! mna kunci aku weyh??!! jgn buat paria weyh!! aku rsa by this time my parents dh ada dkt atas bridge or dh lpas dh. mcm mna nie? aku rsa kunci aku jtuh msa jogging!
fhatin: kal!!! seriously la! aku xrsa kau bwa. klu bwa mesti dgr bunyi kunci msa kau jog.
wahida: tawu xpa. kau xpyh buat mangkaq dkt sni.
me: weyhhhhh!!!! without the key i can't go in and i akn kna mrah kot. aku tawu la aku ltak kunci tu dlm pocket aku. jom jln blik dkt beach and cri. kita check first. klu btul2 hlang bru cll my mum.
fhatin: kal nie. asal dgn kau? hri tuh hlang phone, skrg kunci plak. huh?! jln lg skali? aku xlarat la siot. fine la fine la.
wahida: dh la first day aku. xlarat la kal. alaaa...fine la. jom!

so, we walked till gurney when my mum called wahida's phone. shit! what am i gonna say? kunci hlang plak? nnt my mum dh xbleh prcaya i lg nnt. so, i jwb je la. and i said "kunci....". x sempat hbis ckap my mum dh cut line dh. tp slamat gak dr trus ckp hlang en. she said, "ha! ckp psal kunci, kunci awk trjtuh td. so, babah ltak dkt bwah beg kuning dkt dgn gate".....omg! shit! i brought them till gurney which is almost 1km from home and bru dpt tawu the key was at home. btul la ckp fhatin td.

sorry guys! don't b mad even if u do..i knw u still love me. i hope. eheh. i love u guys psal actually ikut juga aku wlaupun trpaksa. anyway, mcm mna tension pun kmi. kmi stop dkt khaleel and buat lawak smpi nk pcah perut! and everytime kmi stop dkt khaleel, mamak2 paria suka buat msalah. mcm mna i sbar pun, that day i mmg tggi kn suara dkt mamak tuh psal x tahan dgn prangai diorg.
ok la. too long plak. heeeee.

OMG!!

you knw about my phone that was missing like a month ago?
my dad knew!!!
i asked my mum to tell him when i was out in school.
my mum kata dia dh bg tawu la.
ketaqq weyh!
lps blik skola that day, he went out and i went out.
so, kmi jumpa like 9 something at night.
my father buat buat tanya "asal babah cll xdpt eh?"
i was like shit! what am i supposed to say?
my sis ckp dkt blakang i "haha, u're dead meat!!"
ceh! ingatkn nk bg kata smangat.

so, i sengih2 and said "phone hilang"
do u knw what's his reaction was like?
he didn't said anything. but looked at me and giggled.
and i was like o...k... this is weird and awkward.
that's all he said and dia dh xprnh ungkit d.
and the best part is.....i'm gonna get phone before raya!!! yay!!

ok ok la. need to go.