you?

can it be more twisted if i say i heart you? yeah i know. actually it never went that high yet. it's just a crush that i have on you. but it could be more easier if you have the same feeling as i do. because now, i think i'm just clapping with my one hand and there are no yours that can clap with me so it can produce sound. sound of....i don't know. sheesh! why is it so hard for me to say it out loud? i think, l.o.v.e. is just another word that i'll never learn to pronounce if you won't be there for me. but i am so sorry if i never treat you well. because....i don' t think you will believe me...fine! i think it's because there's no one ever came across to my mind and heart before. and i never dated with anybody. so does it explains everything now? haha. laugh at me. as hard as you want. pfft! but there would be nothing that can stop me from loving you. so, i'll just pretend to hug you until you get here. :D